ACT : 16 Taking my class 2B licence experiences

Practical 1 -
Never wanted to ride a bike, juz love the feelings when riding. nothing more nothing less
seen from singapore bikes forum some member's avatar logo :
4 Wheels moves the body whereas 2 Wheels moves the soul. Soooooo TRUE!!!!!!!!!
once ur riding a bike on a free road,free world,free free sweet freedom (besides the road tax,insurance,
fuel,parking,parking coupon,maintenace,bike wash,etc which is NOT free) for others, theres always your
soul to enjoy if u play by the book and pay with your soul if you challenge the book.

Anyway, i started off with booking of my first practical lesson at CDC Ubi on 3rd Nov 2008. then during orientation, instructor asked me did i booked Theory ? i replied with a sneering shy laugh.....yeeee....s si......r
it......s o....n 1ST DEC 2008 rofl. then he gave me a reserved time slots on 10th nov Theory 1 and 2 and 14th nov Theory 3 and 4. woooot happy happy HAPPY WOO^^.

then came first lesson start off with awkward stretchings, quite fun lar, and can see a few chio bus also taking the bike lessons. kekekekekeke. started with concept of gear and throttle biting points in a small round circuit teaching us biting points and change gears, its fun. then gone for the cdc whole circuit tour, the feeling of the winds blow unto my face beats anything in this world. i can already feel my freedom at grasp as long as i dun kill my instructor first with out of control bikes woohooooo!! overall the instructor is very nice, he is stern with a slight hint of a funny and relaxing guy but yet firm hehe. (SIR, IF U SEE MY BLOG, GIVE ME A FEW MERIT POINTS PL0X)

even up until now, i have no words that can comprehend THAT feeling of riding a bike.i juz.........lurveeee it, if i was asked to explain the feeling with something, iwould probably said its better than sex without second thought
(THOUGH I HAVE NO BLOODY IDEA HOW IT FEELS LIKE.............. HOPE i dun become a 40 years old virgin-that would have sucks i think)

During training on riding, all woes are gone behind the wind, and the front winds resemblance of my future asking me to keep going and going and going and going BUT STOP AT ZEBRA CROSSING IF GOT PEOPLE AND RED LIGHTS, dun wanna kena gantung licence now do we ? if time freezes at that moment, i would have continued forever till out of fuel then go refuel and do it ALL OVER AGAIN

riding bikes does incur the risks that strings attached with it, as my parents always says ur skin covering metals, instead of cars with steel covering the skin. however, riding bikes gives a different kind of pleasures that you will never get riding a car even with windows open.

My deep feelings that i compared to cars and bikes are :
When i drove a car, i scared people bang me or i bang people = pay money repairs
When i drove a bike, i dun feel A THING that worries me, NOTHING at all. juz sheer PLEASURES of im holding the sticks, deciding my own lifes with freedom, i control my life with my 2 hands, 2 legs,2 eyes and 2 ears. i believe in fate, which is why when its time for me to die, i will die even when im at home or driving a car.
but i also believes is statistics. (every engineers likes statistics-thats juz how lifes are....>.when i ride a bike, statistics increase that i have higher possibities of meeting mishaps or accidents IF i go over the book, if im inside the book, thats fate. no one can beat fate, unless ur dead then ur free from the shackles of fate.

6th nov will be my second Practical 1, hope i passes it, or maybe the instructor sees my deep neverending talents of riding a bike will give me A CLASS 2 LICENCE STRAIGHT. (ITS JUZ SO DAMN HARD WHEN UR TALENTED HOR-my pure fictional creative imaginary imaginations)

hope i can feel the happiness i felt that day after 10 years when i re-reading my blog ^^.

watchout on my details on 6th nov practicals. signing off- VROOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMM

Act 15 : Impulsive poems

You are my inspiration,
The reason I learn,
The passion I yearn,
and thanks for your concern,
end up treating you dinner, my money’s burned……

remember the days that we have met,
after that everyday MSN chat,
sometimes talk until I cried and my shirts wet,
other times argue until I perspire sweat,

everyone knows, Life’s isn’t fair,
especially the one important to you don’t care,
making you miserable and kick and swear,
end of the day LL have to bear,
hoping tomorrow will be better, life’s will be fair

But to bear the pain, it aches me more,
Til my heart bleed , follow up by sore,
I understand I wont be hurt if my heart is pure,
Setting sunsets and tidal waves at shore,

Act 14 : I have evolved to a better more confident more alive ME

I don’t believe in fate, if you ask any couples, at some point of their life’s, they got to have met the spouse they’re married. At some point of their live right ? I mean be it love at first sight or 日久生情 or 仇家变情人.

If you have never met a girl at some other country, never msn, never Friendster, never online chat, there’s no possibilities of both being friends, lovers, couples. That’s why there are more strangers in your life than having friends you know.

If you work backward based on all info’s and past experiences, you fall in love with someone you thought know very well from groups of people you have met and probably know abit well. In short, you choose the best options
Out of all that you know, while neglecting some other more compatible persons who at that moment is a complete stranger to you.

I find it scary because its practically impossible for me to know everyone in this world, in fact I might not even know myself that well as my mind portraits who I am to me but behave differently at other people’s point of view.

I’m scared to make the choices of who should I fall in love with for she was chosen out of a tiny minute fraction of the world populations. Some people quoted 茫茫人海中找到了您. How can they possibly know everyone inside this world ? 茫茫认识和见过的人当中您是最好的 would be more appropriate. It is fact. We are just making a random choice of who we will live and grow old and till death do us part.

Therefore, those who believe in fate should stay single, and if you believe in fate and still married out of like 200 people you have met in youe life in this world, you are obviously deceiving yourself to think you have achieve happiness and its part of your fate. The only fate you’re right is you have made a choice, a decision and stick to that decision no matter what. That’s what some people called 命运是掌握在自己的手中，爱情是自己去争取的.

By the way, if you don’t understand what I have wrote, don’t fret, I don’t either, I just wrote whatever shoots out of my mind and I find this topic to be an important guidelines for people who are lost or 迷惑, just like my past 25 years of lives, but I got out of the maze, released of my Ex-life philosophy. I no longer hesitate, I shall make my decision and control my own fate. My past 25 years have been dark and raining, today my world is bright and colourful, its beautiful until I can sing out “Life is beautiful” I won’t hold up and deny anymore. Today I shall exert my past secrets and announce it for it is the truth and nothing but the truth!!!!!

My favourite food is lor mee with a lot of vinegar, sharks fin with a lot of vinegar, I like to build gundam models but I’m lazy to paint and paste their standard stickers. I got 好感 to a girl when I am form 3, I’d gift her flower bouquets and scented candles to her during those valentine events organized. her name is Susan Tan, I liked her and still liked her still, whether love or not I’m not sure but because of distance apart, I can’t made up my mind to express my feeling. I’m always in a dilemma and its not because I’m scared to confess, there’s this considerations of future meet ups would be exceptionally difficult and stuffs, so I decided not to confess and take this secret to the coffin is a decision I previously made. But it sure is damn hard to keep something like this sealed and locked away and keys thrown away. I’d had enough of cooping it up, Im gonna bursts it all out right here right now.

I like elmo and I think im obsessed by its colour and voice. I hate queing but I’m a considerate person, I always take into considerations of other peoples/strangers feelings whenever and whatever I do, I like occupying my time with many things, but I barely can think of anything worth doing, always end up finding games to play.

I liked bowling, I like the sensations whenever I’m in control of the game, I get upset on stuffs and people easily, I’m a hot headed person but easy to control kind of person. Im easygoing or cincai, I everything also cincai unless I specific bout something then I really mean it and then the hot headedness kicks in hahahah.

I am an emo guy, I can work whole day without plannings afterwork and I can suddenly take leave or after work go to beach see ocean or go anywhere peculiar or go mountain see sights and basically think about life and my future and sometimes think of wad I did in the past and stuffs…….alone
There are tons of things I wanna say, but there isn’t anything I can think of to say anymore. So that’s all for now, kindly anticipate more posts by the NEW BETTER ME^^

Act 13 : Aiishiteru no tobira (Door of love) (+_+)

I will reach my hand to you whenever you needed them, I will lend you my shoulder unconditionally when you want a cry on. I will shower you with tenderness, I will walks to the ends of the world with you side by side by mutual understanding, I will create magic from my power called love to make you feel cherished. These are the vows I made in my heart the moment I fell in love for you.

So whatever you may have seen or encountered, Please don’t give up on me, believe in me, cry for me and most importantly call for me. And together, nothing is impossible, we shall break against all odds in life and merge as one and fight towards the uncertain future to gain that one important thing – Happiness. It doesn’t falls down from the skies, it doesn’t came to you by begging, it can’t be bought, it can’t be stolen. It can only be gained by fighting.

I am not sure how many crossroads I have crossed in my life, but I am certain that until the day I have met you, and from that instant moment on, my life has been moving on a straight line and I’m always behind you- the dot that always moving. I have tried running, sprinting, dashing and rest when I’m tired, and the moment I noticed you have gained pace, sometimes I fall down and you held me up, sometimes I give up and u gave me hope, I strive on, giving my all to closen our gaps.

This road is not the road that I choose, I was unaware that I was on this 1 lined road until recently that I saw nothing ahead but you. a road that you are in it, occasionally you turned your face to me and smiled its like taunting me to buck up and hold down my determination and pursue, and for that smile that I want to see again, I shall cast away my uncertainty, my weakness, my incompetency, my dreams, my hopes, my future, my everything to get hold of you.

The day I outrun you and hold you in my arms is the day I shall have enough courage, enough determination, enough passion, enough…….love to let you know “ I liked you ever since we met on a crossroad in our life”
I have encountered storms, challenges, happiness, sadness, while I’m on the pursue, however with me still moving towards you relentlessly proves the testaments of time that I have never give up on you. Of course yet I have made no effort and courage to reach the finishing line. Therefore we are always running ahead, sometimes slow, sometimes fast, sometimes caught into slumber and we console each other whichever is low, but we move on, on this marathon of life where I’m afraid I might be known to truth that I have been disqualified from the beginning because there is someone running ahead of you that you are pursuing, the day when the pursued has become the pursuer is the day I will never acknowledged.

Act 12 : Despair

Downpour for a few days negates my repulsiveness, cools my head and body. I wish weather would stay remained like this for the rest of my life. Raining is always being used to compare and represents sadness, solitude and bad things.

However, for an isolated person like me, a cast away of the human society, I felt happy. No sadness for I have never met happiness, no victory for I have no companion to share and rejoice and no expressions on my face for I have locked my heart with a thousand emotional locks and have cast away the keys to the depths of ocean called loneliness ever since I ever recalled. The path of lights is dimly fading, darkness has always been a friend on the road of my life.

Everyday, wandering around wondering, gasping breaths and trying to reach above towards the fading light, hoping for salvation of my soul, hands wide open prying and feeling around in the darkness, nothing seen, nothing heard, nothing felt, nothing tasted, nothing smelled. Plain blank pitch dark, and it calms me down, I have gotten used to this loneliness that its getting harder for me to accept someone, anyone for when they are gone, the light is switched off and I will be thrown into the darkness of despair once again, yet again………….

No ends is seen and therefore no beginnings, my life has always been a piece of shit, nothing worth seeing, nothing worth mentioning, if it hasn’t been the day few years back that I was given a false hope, I wouldn’t have gone so low to feel these fake emotions. The false hopes the dried up my ocean of loneliness and the fake hand gesture reaching for me and unlocked my cold dry heart while the other hand warms it up with magic’s called caring, love, sharing. But the things given to me doesn’t last.

They fade away, they disappear along with your shadow, a mark etched on the corner of my heart, an injury that will never mend, the magic that was given earlier turned bad into deceit, lies, disgust and made into hatred. Unlimited amount of hate fills my lungs while I vomit with flames called destruction, the hateness due to the hopes that ends up to turn up into despair.

After hate had subsided, ocean of loneliness fills up again, and once again the heart is locked with an even stronger lock. And life goes on wit nothing to look forward to.

Such unprecedented abominations shall be crucified to wear down their soul, breaking their hopes and crush their dreams and left out on the gorge of death, letting the deathgod to smite the finishing blow to their lives and their corpse rotten away into the sands of time.

Act : 11 Wings of Hope

Darken skies and violent storms announcing the arrival of destruction
Darken skies of the darkest hour blinds all our senses
Binding us to become slave for fear
Fear for the lost for all possessions
Love, money, memories, health, friends, families, bonds
Swaying trees resembling our never ending test of faith and courage
Dare to stand against all odds disregard of the level of destruction the storm brings
Disregarding the odds, stood against time and face the test of gods
Whether it’s a gentle breeze or a roaring typhoon, stood to your ground
Never to step back an inch for the dreams you have
All dreams roots back to the holy word called “tomorrow”
Without the dreams of tomorrow, there is nothing for us in this world
Search for your tomorrow as if your life depends on it
For it is the dream that will make your life worth living for
Tearing down the barrier of excruciating pain of yours
Burn down the chain of freedom that’s locking you
For the freedom we are born with never comes with a chain,
This superficial chain that your heart has locked you in and rejects your tomorrow
For it is known to us that spring comes alive after the storm
No matter rains or shine, lift up your spirit and face everyday’s challenge
We can pray and fight to survive the hardships and live to see horizontal beauty awaits us tomorrow
So fly, fly onto the soaring sky with no boundaries and barriers,
Where freedom and dreams exists for you and me and everyone of us

So right now, find the key that unlocks your chain so that your wings will be able to soar to the sky once again
After all, each and everyone of us have flown once before when we were born,
Its just that most of us has forgotten that we have wings in the beginning

Even I’m still struggling to find the key that I don’t even know what where when who why. So friends,Lets find the keys together and we will never lost alone because everything is under the gentle blue skies…..
From the stupid genius of your time : Johnny Woo 18th July 2008 Present

Act : 10 Nothing's gonna change my love for you

Compliments for one of my girl friends for her recommendations of her favourite songs,
imma listening to this song at my home,on my way to work with SE W890i, in my office, on way home with mp3 and at home......again.

1stly the song is a classic song that reminds me of when im at 6 or 7 years old and its at genting cause thats the first time i heard this song. i always thought its a christmas song lol.....

2ndly it makes my depressing heart like theres something worth living for in this world ^^

3rdly the lyrics makes me missed you and it kinda blends into the circumstances that separates us. im shivering whenever i sing this song, as if its singing the missing you in my heart version of you. YES YOU. its always been you. theres only you. no one but you, whos you ? good question!!
the times not ripe i think, or perhaps im looking for a chance to tell you. YES YOU AGAIN.

anyway below is the lyrics of the song and if you never heard of this song before, better listen once at least before u die. im not asking hor pl0x, im TELLING you, YES THE OTHER YOU ALL , you and you and you and you again, not the you i liked, but the you that never heard of it.
its the singing of my lonely heart.........(vomit cause its true)

Glenn Medeiros - Nothing's gonna change my love for you

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you
CHORUS:

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead a way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

CHORUS

Act 9 : crap dun noe wad title to put.....nabeh

“Life is simple, its just not easy”

I had a through thought about it, partially its kinda true and almost can be used to summarized one man’s life story. Probably MY life journey. Life is simple because we are born with nothing and when we are deceased and departing from this materialistic world, we left with nothing as well. Someone has told me once, we DID leave with something. The knowledge, the memories, the pain, the feeling, the passion, the love, the hates.
Basically, something not materialistic and cannot be seen nor gauge. And we often use own perceptions to gauge them like I love you, im deeply in love with you, I super love you arrr, I love you till I can kill you, etc.

Therefore, its possibly all these are categorized into 1 thing ? an entity ? a force ? probably soul ? cause we always linked body and soul right ? don’t u think the anwers has ALWAYS been around us ?
Knowledge X memories + [pain + passion + love + hates + envy + jealousy = (FEELING)] equals to soul.
Another quote from an anime I watched, “IF a name for someone is fake, then the very existence of someone who lies and deceive are fake as well”

There are something in this world that is so beautiful that they cannot be owned. And that is also the reason why they are precious and beautiful. And even if I have the chance to owned this beautiful thing, im not sure what my answer will be, as certain beautiful things is better left untouched or unscathed so that their beauty is preserved and maintained and I don’t want to stain your pride. – xxxxx xxx, I JUZ WANT YOU TO KNOW , Your so beautiful~~ to me!!!!!

my brains a bit loose controlled. Now I am typing whatever it thinks now haha. And im too lazy to keep it controlled down. Its seriously a boring week. Nothing much worth mentioning. Oops, NOTHING TO MENTIONED AT ALLLLLLL. Gone afew round gyms, wasted countless hours on day dreaming, watching manga’s, woot talk about that, I saw an anime previously and it ends in middle, and recently my friend copy ninja kakashi given me a anime manga heaven link : www.onemanga.com/ its ZOMG BBQ PWNER. Excellent to kill time with. Sweat……..better get back to work liao.

Act:8 Armageddon / Doomsday ?

Recently checked that by 21st Dec 2012 will be doomsday. Theres many speculations of how it may occur.
But the reason im freaked is because, its not just 1, but 4 or 5 speculations that that particular day IS doomsday.
Probably a coincidence, but what if it was a sign from god ? a sign to let us know and prepare to the day to come forth ?
A few is Oracles from Indian tribes some few hundread years ago, maya calendar made few thousand years ago ends at 21st Dec 2012, NASA discovered a comet the size of I dun recall wad island liao. But its big and its moving at light speed. Which means it can travel measuring of mach3 or above. E.g our mode of measurement in space. Anyway its moving to us at that speed and anything in between course can leads it shoots direct to earth or scratch thru would have been deadly enough. The other possible speculations is global warming, which at the rate polar caps melting, it is estimated around that time as well.

After this news, honestly I didn’t give any thoughts. Should I do something that I dun get to do before ? should I tell her I have crushes on her since secondary 3 ? so which means by 2012, Its erm…..14 years ROFL LMAO. Im such an idiot. Haha. Maybe its also fated that we are not destined. So , 2012 21st DEC. I cant even get to celebrate my birthday that year sobzzzz. Why cant it 3 or 4 days later ? why my birthday has to be Christmas eve ? why O why…

Well, at the point of time, none of them confirms it that doomsday will be 21st Dec 2012, its all speculations and predictions. Although u and know it well enough, world can end anytime. After watching thru all scfi fi movies, if people can imagine it to happens, its not surprised IF THEY DO HAPPENDS. I think the world need to make a time machine and go back 1000 years ago to prepare for this cathastrophe. Oops or we DID ? and they came to us as the forms of predictions thati juz mentioned earlier ?

Anyone watched the movie TITAN A.E ? its quite a captivating movie seriously. Extinctions, the last of mankind.
Words that makes you touched yet scared. I have no idea why I loved such movies, sci fi end of world things.
Probably im a loser, not rich, nothing to loose, no love ones to loose, nothing in this world is making me worth living for 1 more day. Maplestory SMS perhaps. But its not something that I would have done if it’s the last hour of doomsday. I have mentally prepared that should I die, im prepared to go to hell and get tortured by devil himself.
As I myself knows, im not a such good or perfect man. If im on positive sides of the day, I will help elderly’s, gives donations or charity’s. but if im on the opposite side of the day, I give hell to all who come near me. Acting like a jackass asshole. Inconsiderate cold blooded disgusting brat that thinks the whole world owes me everything.

That’s how I feel at the moment and I cant seem to find a light out of tunnels. All my life im always inside the tunnels. The moment I sees a light , im onto the next tunnel again. So that’s why my life’s happy moments is always those glimpse of sunshine’s before going into the next tunnels. Haiz memorable….^^ so as you can see,
I cant even give security and reassurance to myself, how the hell Im gonna give love and and security to anyone ?
Mayb I should take my friends suggestions and go find a Burmese or Vietnamese wife and take a big shot of whisky early in the morning, get drunk inside the tunnel till the end of my life before I go to hell.

i made a few mistakes in my life. i made alot of people unhappy, i made some people cry, i made some people angry, and occasionally, it all comes back to haunts me and i juz wanna let all who suffer from me, none of my actions is the actions of the real Johnny Woo. its juz my ways of expressing discontents, anger and all. and i regretted it most of the days. as i am a man, thick skinned, i will carry to apologetic words to my grave. unless
you request it from me then i will find at the corner of my heart, the sincerity of apology to you.

Act 7: SCC vs BG vs Heroes

It’s the first day of the week and im been emoing since 8pm last night.
I am emoing cause I dun know why im emoing in the first place.
wandering around, walking around, moving around, AIMLESS
it’s a super uncomfortable feeling that I did consider ending this miserable life…….yet again
well words came easier than actual applications. And im glad it did.
Otherwise I would have committed suicide and jump off mrt platforms at ang mo kio ler. Haha….(cold smile)

watched Sarah connors chronicles(SCC) season 1 already. My first impressions……. Battlestar galactica (BG)
is much worth kiling your time with. However in storyline based, BG seems 1 notch higher than SCC
screenplay and details and explanations no doubt SCC is more straight forwarded. If you've watched terminator 1,2 and 3 you wont get lost in this SCC tv series.one thing I noticed, the T888 cyborg sent to protect the connors obviously isnt the mayor Arnold, which is quite a shame but replaced with this hot chio bus. So im kinda okay with the replacement. One thing difference on this is actually the cyborgs hot, oops did I said it again out loud ? Well these series cyborgs acts more like humans, they can eat, still doesn’t sleep and kept elaborating " I never sleeps" mayb it’s a key word for some quizzes later part of the seasons …rofl

Story started off with a classic Sarah ran from police, kiled someone and thought believed to change judgement day which later on this hot T888 came and say skynet is rebuilt by some other people and it is unknowned who built it. so with names like finding needles in haystack, connors on future planned and sent fighters and this hot T888 to the past 1stly to avoid his mother dying in 2001 by cancer by meetting her at 1999 and teleported to future 2007 present day. then she got to know about 9/11 and all. Links to everything related to the cyborgs. Terorism. Then from there on, its kinda extra extra extra whip cream over whip cream thing. Making it kinda like a soap opera dragging thing WHILE showing u details of the terminator technology world. Which I find it still barely make it and didn’t spoilt the adrenaline rush. one thing I noticed out of the 13 or 15 chapters, first till 5th chapter, I barely wanan continue, somewhere 7th chapter im getting more excited to know what happens next,till the last which it makes you WAIT for season 2 BLOODY HELL.

why dun they juz link it to the Heroes series ? Save the cheerleader, save the world. Save the waitresses son (leader of rebel fighters), save the world. Honestly, Heroes ismuch better storyline to begin with. Although the nemesis part is abit unbalanced still it is considered good to me. Heroes that is^^

Act 6: Words of encouragement

something i have felt thru last past few week. cant seem to express the feeling other than writing it in this form.
its the feeling i had that got me thru last week.

Darkening moments haunted us
visiting our guilt conscience day by day
leaving scars and recalling memory of pain
whispering words of our losses and grief
chilling winds seeps into the skin and spine
distorting truth and arousing suspicions
walking on the ledge of death
fear for the hopes turns into despair

In times of despair, I fought
fought for the darkness to dissapear
instincts tells me never to submit to defeat
prayed for a moment of peace and safety
courage to overcome the odds
bravery beyong measures
measured equal with my strong faith
no minions shall stand between us
no obstacles are hard enough
no mountains gonna yield my determination

Faith tooks the best of me
faith in everything enlightens me
faith in hope blessed me
faith in love preserved me
In the name of father, hold on to your faith
standing firm and withstand all fear and obstacles
never to turn back and run away
facing everything with faith and courage
for it is the circle of life beyong the next

Basically, wad i felt is, there will be times we will be tested by pressure, dark cloudy moments with
no lights at the tunnel end. However since its unavoidable, keep your mind and faith strong.
never to submit to defeat and fought with all you got disregard how dire the circumstances were.
and if you hold onto your faith, SURELY, Spring is around the corner, where victory awaits you
telling you that, you have conquered and yet survived another test in your journey of life.

Act 5 :Fight 2 Live On

Standing on top by a thin rope

Upholding onto the lifeline and never look back

Shining rays of hopes thru the clouded storm

Amidst around the crashing waves

Neverending passion to move forward

Thunder of chaos bestowed upon us

A guided flame came thru the Thundering clouds

Now is the moment WE FIGHT.

Act4 : STAR TREK 2008 CHRISTMAS + SMS Maplestory

A first when i sees the trailer, it really stirs me up.

i only felt 1 thing, the race of time against something and its mind bothering

cant wait to watch it first hand this christmas WHICH is my birthday thank you.

Thanks to JJ Abrams for picking my birthday to star this epic movie.

i hope i get to watch it with my friends F3, basically here is the HD trailer that i managed to find

http://youtube.com/watch?v=rZiR-NETDr0&feature=related

i never cease to amazed on the efforts for this trailer. though it seems kinda raw it does stir up

the star trek fan feeling in me. and i hope it does to all.

btw, i cant seem to edit my previous post that i put in contruction, so i guess im continuing it here. kekeke,

Act 3 - Maple Story Highlights at MSEA and SMS

Under construction

Act 2 The unbelievable..........ME

I always have high hopes to myself, therefore i always sets higher targets, higher aims.
Now the question is, what composed of the high hopes and how much it costs AND how much im willing to pay for it ? with money ? with time ? with Life ? with trust ? with my soul ?

Hell, i dont even what my high hopes WERE. i'm just self comforting that im someone with a target to meet and i didnt waste a single day of my life SEARCHING for something to complete my journey as a human, im near the middle stages of my life and yet i have accomplished YET so little, did so little things, seeing not enough, thinking not far enough. and end up coming into this blog TRYING to find my sole purpose in life.

ya i worked 8.30~5.30 on weekdays, go home plays Maplestory, eat,drink,shower,sleeps
weekends obviously in front my table to maple again or some light R & R msn with those u all know who im referring to. intermitten times would have been thinking,pondering,hoping,dreaming on the girl i have admired. Looking back to the face of time,
i am nobody. occasionally went out for movies,dinners,games,etc.

i found no purpose in doing what i am doing now, somehow i guess im too lazy to explore or to move on to the next stage in my life. the step that i always feel its the time,its the occasion,
its the atmosphere,its the people,its the noise,its the feeling,its the spoilt breakfast....joking

ALL AND ALL ? ITS JUZ PLAIN OLD................ME
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Dont be surprised if you think im writing about you because you and me....arent so different afterall. we are still blind mouses around the wide field waiting for something to pop up.

Hajime Mashitte, Yoroshiku (First time meets, nice to make your acquaintances)

First Act :

I dont know how usually people kickoff their blogs at the start but i juz came out with some inspirations for poems and apparently as you all can see, its a love poem.(This time)
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For the one i have admired 10 years :
The sight of u is like the first glimpse of sunrise rising from the Horizon
My wondering eyes caught upon the tiny shining bright dot that lightens me up
Giving perspective points for me to pursue and aim for
With the Ocean horizon as the goal, all things seems frail to pursue
Life is Long yet im in my middle ages, Will our end meets at the Horizon goal ?
Holding hand in hand empowering the love that i have never able to imagined

Words you’ve said is like the gust of sea breezes to my ears
The warmth of your smile are the never ending fuel for my life
Possibly the only reason im still breathing
Ironically i was about to say you took the breath from me
Which indefinately you are able to revive me up
Nothing in this world can replace the existence of you in my heart
Words can be deceiving and love can be lies
I am always be forgetting and cant seem to express to you. WHY!!!!!!!!!!!
Aint no mountains high enough and no oceans deep enough
im out of words and makes me wanna laugh

no words in the world wide web can comprehend this annoying yet soothing feeling
Sometimes its juz better to express one's self by singing
till the end of times, till the bells ring (alarm clock shows zZzz time)

Let me embrace THIS time and seize THIS moment to say the word

"I think im in love with you"