Act 2 The unbelievable..........ME

I always have high hopes to myself, therefore i always sets higher targets, higher aims.
Now the question is, what composed of the high hopes and how much it costs AND how much im willing to pay for it ? with money ? with time ? with Life ? with trust ? with my soul ?

Hell, i dont even what my high hopes WERE. i'm just self comforting that im someone with a target to meet and i didnt waste a single day of my life SEARCHING for something to complete my journey as a human, im near the middle stages of my life and yet i have accomplished YET so little, did so little things, seeing not enough, thinking not far enough. and end up coming into this blog TRYING to find my sole purpose in life.

ya i worked 8.30~5.30 on weekdays, go home plays Maplestory, eat,drink,shower,sleeps
weekends obviously in front my table to maple again or some light R & R msn with those u all know who im referring to. intermitten times would have been thinking,pondering,hoping,dreaming on the girl i have admired. Looking back to the face of time,
i am nobody. occasionally went out for movies,dinners,games,etc.

i found no purpose in doing what i am doing now, somehow i guess im too lazy to explore or to move on to the next stage in my life. the step that i always feel its the time,its the occasion,
its the atmosphere,its the people,its the noise,its the feeling,its the spoilt breakfast....joking

ALL AND ALL ? ITS JUZ PLAIN OLD................ME
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Dont be surprised if you think im writing about you because you and me....arent so different afterall. we are still blind mouses around the wide field waiting for something to pop up.