Act:8 Armageddon / Doomsday ?

Recently checked that by 21st Dec 2012 will be doomsday. Theres many speculations of how it may occur.
But the reason im freaked is because, its not just 1, but 4 or 5 speculations that that particular day IS doomsday.
Probably a coincidence, but what if it was a sign from god ? a sign to let us know and prepare to the day to come forth ?
A few is Oracles from Indian tribes some few hundread years ago, maya calendar made few thousand years ago ends at 21st Dec 2012, NASA discovered a comet the size of I dun recall wad island liao. But its big and its moving at light speed. Which means it can travel measuring of mach3 or above. E.g our mode of measurement in space. Anyway its moving to us at that speed and anything in between course can leads it shoots direct to earth or scratch thru would have been deadly enough. The other possible speculations is global warming, which at the rate polar caps melting, it is estimated around that time as well.

After this news, honestly I didn’t give any thoughts. Should I do something that I dun get to do before ? should I tell her I have crushes on her since secondary 3 ? so which means by 2012, Its erm…..14 years ROFL LMAO. Im such an idiot. Haha. Maybe its also fated that we are not destined. So , 2012 21st DEC. I cant even get to celebrate my birthday that year sobzzzz. Why cant it 3 or 4 days later ? why my birthday has to be Christmas eve ? why O why…

Well, at the point of time, none of them confirms it that doomsday will be 21st Dec 2012, its all speculations and predictions. Although u and know it well enough, world can end anytime. After watching thru all scfi fi movies, if people can imagine it to happens, its not surprised IF THEY DO HAPPENDS. I think the world need to make a time machine and go back 1000 years ago to prepare for this cathastrophe. Oops or we DID ? and they came to us as the forms of predictions thati juz mentioned earlier ?

Anyone watched the movie TITAN A.E ? its quite a captivating movie seriously. Extinctions, the last of mankind.
Words that makes you touched yet scared. I have no idea why I loved such movies, sci fi end of world things.
Probably im a loser, not rich, nothing to loose, no love ones to loose, nothing in this world is making me worth living for 1 more day. Maplestory SMS perhaps. But its not something that I would have done if it’s the last hour of doomsday. I have mentally prepared that should I die, im prepared to go to hell and get tortured by devil himself.
As I myself knows, im not a such good or perfect man. If im on positive sides of the day, I will help elderly’s, gives donations or charity’s. but if im on the opposite side of the day, I give hell to all who come near me. Acting like a jackass asshole. Inconsiderate cold blooded disgusting brat that thinks the whole world owes me everything.

That’s how I feel at the moment and I cant seem to find a light out of tunnels. All my life im always inside the tunnels. The moment I sees a light , im onto the next tunnel again. So that’s why my life’s happy moments is always those glimpse of sunshine’s before going into the next tunnels. Haiz memorable….^^ so as you can see,
I cant even give security and reassurance to myself, how the hell Im gonna give love and and security to anyone ?
Mayb I should take my friends suggestions and go find a Burmese or Vietnamese wife and take a big shot of whisky early in the morning, get drunk inside the tunnel till the end of my life before I go to hell.

i made a few mistakes in my life. i made alot of people unhappy, i made some people cry, i made some people angry, and occasionally, it all comes back to haunts me and i juz wanna let all who suffer from me, none of my actions is the actions of the real Johnny Woo. its juz my ways of expressing discontents, anger and all. and i regretted it most of the days. as i am a man, thick skinned, i will carry to apologetic words to my grave. unless
you request it from me then i will find at the corner of my heart, the sincerity of apology to you.